[Humanity]About Sharing

Mutants. Since the discovery of their existence, they have been regarded with fear, suspicion, often hatred. Across the planet debate rages. Are mutants the next link in the evolutionary chain? Or simply a new species of humanity, fighting for their share of the world? Either way, it is an historical fact: sharing the world has never been humanity's defining attribute.

[Lifestyle]The Battle Begins

Not long since I said goodbye to TOEFL. It's the time to face the toughest choice now. In the next 2 weeks, things I do will decide where I will go. Then, I will go.

[朋友]又见evatong

忘记了隔了多长时间，仿佛是在去年夏天的某个中午，我在东车门等高中同学来考日语，她骑着单车挎着大包小包路过。我当时刚刚学会骑车，就跟上去打招呼。碰巧了，那天是她的生日，有幸能说一句生日快乐。
从她搬出燕园之后，联络就很少。现在的通信工具这么发达，怎么会联系不上。也许是自己懒了，也许是瞎忙忙晕了，也许……总之，近半年多音讯全无。后来，暑假的时候，我连手机也弄丢了，于是倒数第二根线索也断了，今天在QQ上遇上她，不可谓不兴奋。
认识她是缘于十佳演讲。初赛的时候，在团委的小白楼里（现在已经不在了）。她一个人默默背稿，我紧张得要死，就上前去搭讪。看她的厚眼镜四方脸的文绉绉的 气质，以为是中文的文学青年，后来知道她是医学部的“灭绝师太”。不过我倒是觉得一件如故，因为她谈吐之中全然没有现在小女生的那种矫情劲儿，豪爽的我直 想哭~后来就不知怎么的，好像当初就是熟人一样了。
演讲结束之后的一天中午，她忽然打电话给我，让我帮她买点饭送去宿舍。我从大一开始到现在，和女生面对面就会不自在，重则脸红的要死。进到女生宿舍就浑身 痒。（以上情况排除我GF）我当时就没敢轻易答应。后来知道是因为她们宿舍的姐妹们都出去快活去了，剩下她没人可求，我就爽快地答应了。
从萍水相逢到故人重聚，总是感慨良多……然而我们就只能在这种分份合合中浪迹天涯四海为家。

[网球]恢复性训练

引拍、转体、随挥……扭腰间做出一个优美的动作。这是恢复训练以来打出的唯一一个好球。
有将近两个月没有碰过网球，手生了……每次我的球下网的时候，我的partner总是在他肥大的白色T-shirt里面扭动起肥硕的身躯，将他的屁股冲向我，以表鄙视。当然，我也换以颜色，把球拍倒立在手中。
他早在暑假的时候，就发过一条短信给我，说他找到我们打球不进步的症结了：扭腰不够。到了他家，我看见了书桌上有一堆关于网球的书，心里就感觉到一种莫名的恐惧：这家伙不知进步了多少。直到回来看见他的spare tyre的时候，才放心。于是那些关于书的恐惧都变成了我调侃他的筹码。我们往往是面红耳赤半天之后，你推我，我推你的让对方去买水，宁可扯鸭，绝不妥协~
今天那个场地里面的人打得都超级好。于是，他感叹地走到网前说：丫的这个场地的水平就是让我们俩给拉下来了！后来左右的人都走了，他又得意的笑到：这下我们是这里水平最高的了~ 说完，球场里的第三个人——清洁工从他身后走过……这一幕让我想起了一只乌鸦单调地飞过的场景
明天休息一天，继续和我的partner共同进步

Mission complete

It turned out to be still hot last night, so I went to sleep accompanied with my dear fan.
Waking up at 6 this morning, I could not sleep any more because those dialogues, texts and materials were haunting me much. After half an hour's preparation, I set out for the battle against ETS.


She was there just waiting for me, which left me in tears... We took a texi so we were able to arrive at UFL in time. The three hours inside seemed longer than a century. My neck ached and my hand was disabled. However, ETS was kind enough to leave me the last share of energy to walk out. Again, she was there, more nervous than I was. Thus, I had no reason to complain. The only word remained: Thank You!


I do not wanna think about it any more, even a slight temporary idea. Time to face the coming semester!

さようなら, TOEFL~

Eleganty as the cat

I was still dreaming this morning when the cat, who's been wandering on this floor for days, jumped onto my bed elegantly regardless of my existence. That's pretty funny... I was very sleepy then and I unconsciously pinched my face to make sure that I was still alive.

This will be the end of the preparation for T. August has seen my effort and now I have nothing to do but hope for luck. I will be extremely excited if I could just kill T elegantly as the cat.

The last moment of effort

I am accustomed to wasting time before encountering the deadline, and it surely remains the same.

I have expected that I would have some trouble with the listening comprehension, but the degree seems going beyond. And this definitely depresses me for days. Luckly, I will not get myself lost since I'm doing a good job in the structure part. What's more, I've got a loyal beloved sending me continuous courage that never fails.

Time is out, but I still have a chance!

[Lifestyle]Struggle for better

Ready to sleep finally, after dealing with TOEFL whole day.
When staying in the teaching building-1 the entire morning, I was wiping my sweat all the time because of the hotness and lack of air condition.
Struggling for better seems like a good idea until you realize that you are going to spend all you life completing this royal mission...

[University]Funny, angry...complexity

When logging on the PKU BBS, you will see the top-10 topics today. And the first one involves one of my most admired teachers, whom the author(named 胖蛋杰克) denied as a PKUer. The reasons he listed including his exaggeration of Chinese (or rather Arts), his unruly attitude and his arguement for North Korea.

Well, I absolutely agree the idea that everyone has the right to comment on any one, either it's chinese or English, earthman or ET. But I really hate the nasty habit to attack someone publicly, especially turning out to be an exaggeration without sufficient evidence. Yea, Kong's unruly attitude is sometimes really annoying and he wouldn't pick his words when excited. But these can not be the proper reasons to deny his PKUer identity. As the Fat Egg Jack listed, Ren Zhiqiang and Hanhan should be worshipped for their uncased style, concluding that it is important to be sincere, and then extending this common sense to an idiographic situation- the spirit of PKU. It is at this point that I sensed his logic fatalness, leaving his further comments beyond discussion.

I don't know if this Egg has ever attended PKU and how could he make such a conclusion about the spirit of PKU and PKUers. Based on my personal understanding, this so-called spirit is changing from time to time, sometimes to the counter-side of the authorities, which may be harmful to the development of it. But that is the fact. PKUer is a developing conception, and should be judged only by the great history itself, not any one else, especially not those who stare at the weakness of public existence all day long without eating and morning their lawns, wishing to draw open attention with their seditious words.

But I lost in complexity after thinking all of this in my mind, accompanied by those ideas of distinction, anger, personalities, and ridicules.

[attention]Transformation Accomplished

Greetings to all my loyal readers~
I have spent a whole day to transfer the articles in my original blog (fupengfei.blog.edu.cn) here, and another one to modify the settings of this new blog. eventually, it is able to meet the public with a new appearance.
The reason why I conducted this time-consuming transformation involves the fact that google blog could be visited without a international internet connection, and that my edu.cn blog turns out to be unbearably slow when visited with a public (non-edu one) network. Besides, google blog seems distinctive and spectacular, and is optimized continuously.
So, welcome to my new place of wonder, and enjoy yourself in my fascinating world.

Best regards,

Ben