忘记了隔了多长时间,仿佛是在去年夏天的某个中午,我在东车门等高中同学来考日语,她骑着单车挎着大包小包路过。我当时刚刚学会骑车,就跟上去打招呼。碰巧了,那天是她的生日,有幸能说一句生日快乐。
从她搬出燕园之后,联络就很少。现在的通信工具这么发达,怎么会联系不上。也许是自己懒了,也许是瞎忙忙晕了,也许……总之,近半年多音讯全无。后来,暑假的时候,我连手机也弄丢了,于是倒数第二根线索也断了,今天在QQ上遇上她,不可谓不兴奋。
认识她是缘于十佳演讲。初赛的时候,在团委的小白楼里(现在已经不在了)。她一个人默默背稿,我紧张得要死,就上前去搭讪。看她的厚眼镜四方脸的文绉绉的 气质,以为是中文的文学青年,后来知道她是医学部的“灭绝师太”。不过我倒是觉得一件如故,因为她谈吐之中全然没有现在小女生的那种矫情劲儿,豪爽的我直 想哭~后来就不知怎么的,好像当初就是熟人一样了。
演讲结束之后的一天中午,她忽然打电话给我,让我帮她买点饭送去宿舍。我从大一开始到现在,和女生面对面就会不自在,重则脸红的要死。进到女生宿舍就浑身 痒。(以上情况排除我GF)我当时就没敢轻易答应。后来知道是因为她们宿舍的姐妹们都出去快活去了,剩下她没人可求,我就爽快地答应了。
从萍水相逢到故人重聚,总是感慨良多……然而我们就只能在这种分份合合中浪迹天涯四海为家。
September 10, 2006
[朋友]又见evatong
September 03, 2006
[网球]恢复性训练

有将近两个月没有碰过网球,手生了……每次我的球下网的时候,我的partner总是在他肥大的白色T-shirt里面扭动起肥硕的身躯,将他的屁股冲向我,以表鄙视。当然,我也换以颜色,把球拍倒立在手中。

他早在暑假的时候,就发过一条短信给我,说他找到我们打球不进步的症结了:扭腰不够。到了他家,我看见了书桌上有一堆关于网球的书,心里就感觉到一种莫名的恐惧:这家伙不知进步了多少。直到回来看见他的spare tyre的时候,才放心。于是那些关于书的恐惧都变成了我调侃他的筹码。我们往往是面红耳赤半天之后,你推我,我推你的让对方去买水,宁可扯鸭,绝不妥协~

今天那个场地里面的人打得都超级好。于是,他感叹地走到网前说:丫的这个场地的水平就是让我们俩给拉下来了!后来左右的人都走了,他又得意的笑到:这下我们是这里水平最高的了~ 说完,球场里的第三个人——清洁工从他身后走过……这一幕让我想起了一只乌鸦单调地飞过的场景
明天休息一天,继续和我的partner共同进步
August 19, 2006
Mission complete
Waking up at 6 this morning, I could not sleep any more because those dialogues, texts and materials were haunting me much. After half an hour's preparation, I set out for the battle against ETS.

She was there just waiting for me, which left me in tears... We took a texi so we were able to arrive at UFL in time. The three hours inside seemed longer than a century. My neck ached and my hand was disabled. However, ETS was kind enough to leave me the last share of energy to walk out. Again, she was there, more nervous than I was. Thus, I had no reason to complain. The only word remained: Thank You!

I do not wanna think about it any more, even a slight temporary idea. Time to face the coming semester!
さようなら, TOEFL~

August 18, 2006
Eleganty as the cat
This will be the end of the preparation for T. August has seen my effort and now I have nothing to do but hope for luck. I will be extremely excited if I could just kill T elegantly as the cat.
August 17, 2006
The last moment of effort

I have expected that I would have some trouble with the listening comprehension, but the degree seems going beyond. And this definitely depresses me for days. Luckly, I will not get myself lost since I'm doing a good job in the structure part. What's more, I've got a loyal beloved sending me continuous courage that never fails.

Time is out, but I still have a chance!

August 16, 2006
[Lifestyle]Struggle for better
When staying in the teaching building-1 the entire morning, I was wiping my sweat all the time because of the hotness and lack of air condition.
Struggling for better seems like a good idea until you realize that you are going to spend all you life completing this royal mission...
August 15, 2006
[University]Funny, angry...complexity
Well, I absolutely agree the idea that everyone has the right to comment on any one, either it's chinese or English, earthman or ET. But I really hate the nasty habit to attack someone publicly, especially turning out to be an exaggeration without sufficient evidence. Yea, Kong's unruly attitude is sometimes really annoying and he wouldn't pick his words when excited. But these can not be the proper reasons to deny his PKUer identity. As the Fat Egg Jack listed, Ren Zhiqiang and Hanhan should be worshipped for their uncased style, concluding that it is important to be sincere, and then extending this common sense to an idiographic situation- the spirit of PKU. It is at this point that I sensed his logic fatalness, leaving his further comments beyond discussion.
I don't know if this Egg has ever attended PKU and how could he make such a conclusion about the spirit of PKU and PKUers. Based on my personal understanding, this so-called spirit is changing from time to time, sometimes to the counter-side of the authorities, which may be harmful to the development of it. But that is the fact. PKUer is a developing conception, and should be judged only by the great history itself, not any one else, especially not those who stare at the weakness of public existence all day long without eating and morning their lawns, wishing to draw open attention with their seditious words.

August 14, 2006
[attention]Transformation Accomplished
Greetings to all my loyal readers~
I have spent a whole day to transfer the articles in my original blog (fupengfei.blog.edu.cn) here, and another one to modify the settings of this new blog. eventually, it is able to meet the public with a new appearance.
The reason why I conducted this time-consuming transformation involves the fact that google blog could be visited without a international internet connection, and that my edu.cn blog turns out to be unbearably slow when visited with a public (non-edu one) network. Besides, google blog seems distinctive and spectacular, and is optimized continuously.
So, welcome to my new place of wonder, and enjoy yourself in my fascinating world.
Best regards,
Ben
August 12, 2006
[奇遇]原来是国安哥哥
Me:您好!(声音有点嗲的)
Xman:你这里是Guanghua吧
Me:对,您找哪位(有礼貌的)
Xman:LYN在不在?
Me:不好意思,他已经退休了,现在不在这边办公。
Xman:那有啥方式联系上他么?我有急事!
Me:对不起,我手头没有他别的联系方式了。(准备结束对话)
Xman:你找别的方式跟他联系一下吧。我是王府井@#$%,有一笔款,数目在几个亿左右,现在被别人给弄走了,必须得找到LiYN本人,才能拿回来,这事万分火急
Me:我确实没有他的联系方式……(紧张ing)
Xman:你们下属居然和领导没有联系?那我不管,你找别的方式,把我的意思跟他传达一下。我告诉你,这事很严重,要不就变成共产党的外债了,天下就要垮了。那钱会流到美国,被那里的黑社会用来@#$%,还会到日本,被侵华日军利用……
Me:……(犯困ing)
Xman:……共产党要让你们给毁了,我这账户的密码就是让你们BD的一个老教授给盗走的,把我的钱全给弄走了,BD……我告诉你,我这里是国家情报局的录音电话……
Me:(睡眼惺忪地醒来)…… (轻轻放下电话)
Me:你早说嘛,我不就可以早点挂了……浪费我这么长时间……(打开gtalk继续聊天)
[生活]完美只有那么一刻
冲着小石灶方向走过去,XL说道,这都是干嘛呀,重复建设……幸好有奥运会,北京会在那一刻完美……我本人向来觉得他粗俗,不过这次却觉得他好像哲了,牛了,要走知识分子路线了。
记得上大学之前,去市里的新华书店看到一本《城市地标——北京》的书,上面写着如何游北京才有韵味。我也向往着来到这座历史名城,瞻仰传说中的神韵华美。然而,北京不再是北京了,北京进入摩登时代了,一个个所谓的主题广场,花园小区和写字楼盘拔地而起。想起了《加勒比海盗》里面的一句话:the world is shrinking。留给印象当中的北京的空间又何尝不是……大一去后海游胡同,穿的像清朝遗老遗少的车夫停留在路边,看着高跟鞋迷你裙牛仔裤MP3来来去去,盼着能有那么几个人对这种古老的交通方式产生兴趣进而抛点银子出来亲身体验一下。令我记忆尤为深刻的是我们停在桥头,就桥头的一个什么东西(忘记了,肯定是由一个的)热烈讨论的时候,一个在旁边的师傅凑上前来,用那种现在已经不常听到的纯北京强调给我们解释起来,说他小时候怎么怎么样,那种神情真像是久旱逢甘露!他说了足足半个小时,说完抹抹嘴儿,餍足地走开了。直到经历了小吃游以及今年去怀柔体会农家乐以后,才发现北京的传统东西都多多少少沾上了做秀的味道,不做秀的就只能默默地成为标本。
以前就有人说我是反对技术进步的急先锋,爱怎么说怎么说,反正我就是这样想的,费这事儿掩饰干嘛~
不止是北京吧,任何城市都在被同化到一个模式下面,麦当劳肯德基可乐KTV酒吧以及形形色色的俱乐部……生活、理想等等吧,什么都完美不了,如果能,也只是那么一刻。